Saturday, January 07, 2006
busy
I think abt a month I have not blog. I quite busy over this few month a lot of thing to do. Now I have two project java & managment principle. I feel some kind of piss off to do so much sch work. I doing the java programming now but it doesnt seen to be fine as I had a lot of problem doing the programming. I had create the interface but I have problem arranging them. My ite teacher told me to use gridlayout I manage to get the code in the example which given to my poly teacher. I try to edit the code but I still couldnt manage to get the arrangment tat I want. I had try my best to use many method to arrange the JComponent but no matter wat code I type it doesnt get the result tat I want. I had been struck of the arrangment code for 3 day le I still cant manage to get it.
I still have my tutorial to do it is so boring and piss off I want to get rid of it...argh....
posted at [11:47 PM]
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Tuesday, December 06, 2005
getting back again
Now is the week 5 of sch at the beginning my study is alright jus tat I dun like to attend principles of econ tutorial and data com lecture. Project are starting stress came by and getting more tired. Dunno is it tat when I getting stress my mood sway immediately I feel like having a sleep for 24 hr but I dun have a free hr to sleep for 24hr or at least have a 18hr of sleep will be enough for me to reduce my stress...I had a qurrel with my dad last wkend I go crazy because I had be tolerant it for abt 12yr he always say me stupid. I had enough of it and I gone crazy just because of a words. I never had lose the control I really wanna people to care about me whoever family or friends. Because I m tired of everything around me.
Please dont make me get to my past.
posted at [5:58 AM]
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
haix
Nowaday a day alway overslept feel so tiring. Today during statistic lecture my stomach suddenly make stupid noise so embrasses but I doesn't feel hungry. Another thing which make me feel v uncomfortable that a classmate who now a day alway online and alway tok to me. Then tok to me about thing tat I find weird and make me feel tat v peiseh or feel like avoiding him. Suddenly ask me if he like me will I like him huh? den he told me tat he is just joking. I also hope tat he is jus joking. hm...today jus bought something for my friend for her as her bday is after 7day of mine. haha....Last year happen to celebrate my bday and her bday together but it is on my bday date.
Wondering does hazel will remember my bday, as my bday is the same day as her brother I think it impossible tat she will celebrate my bday secondly I know she wont remember it if she remember my bday and celebrate with me it will be my best bday gift via the year.
hm...now got to go off need to do my stuff liao BB......
posted at [2:16 AM]
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Friday, November 25, 2005
zhong yue birthday
Today gonna celebrate zy b'day but I was so late I wake up at 9.20am as I heard my hp vibration I was so shock at is 9.20am cos I meeting the rest of them at 9am in sch mac. I faster prepare myself and take the cake from the fridge and faster run down to look for cab. Ard 9.30 or 9.40am I take the cab to sch. I reach sch at 10am tat cab fare cos me about $5-6. I faster run to sch mac on the way I notice at got ppl looking at me you know Y? Becos I was taking a breadtalk plastic bag -_-"....
We faster settle everything ard 10.30am wait for zy at her void deck to give her a surprise but the mission was fail. Have a breakfast at the void deck then after that walk back to sch then walk to yck mrt to somerset. Walk to the heeren take neoprint at print club shop then walk again to cineleisure k box sing song >_<
Zy & Ct sing song so nice erm me better dun sing so lousy dun have the talent in it + I have soat throat. Getting more and more sick in the kbox feel a bit sleepy feel tat I having fever and now I having soat throat, fever and flu. sianx. If I feeling better I will go to for the CIP but now fever getting higer and higer. -_-"........
posted at [8:25 AM]
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Friday, November 18, 2005
Now thinking about the java project thinking wat to do abt it. Need to do the proposal and the presentation. Proposal know a bit on wat to do but for presentation dunno wat to do. haix
ZY b;day coming soon gonna celebrate for her. I think I have to press $ again for her b'day and after her b'day ended. 14 dec will me my b'day haha but turn to 19 soon. nxt yr will be 20 liao...Hope I can have a electronic piano for my b'day present last yr my b'day gift my sis n mum bought me is a baby-g watch. I think I want to get a piano for tis yr all the while I love piano so much seen I touch the sch piano in the sch hall. hehe... But I think I m dreaming ba cos a electronic piano cos so expensive even normal one will cos abt 100+...
posted at [4:34 PM]
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
fall sick
Everyday as usual take bathing b4 going to sch feel quite cold but the weather is hot. Today early morning having gastic pain even tot I had taken my breakfast intend nt to attend the 1st lesson seen I m not feel well ended up I still attend the 1st lesson. Today was a bad day for me had a gastic pain for 8 times until now the pain had stop and having a slight fever but I dunno it is I jus feel hot or having fever until now den I knw I have fever. I guess today better slp early so tat tml i can still attend lesson.
posted at [8:37 PM]
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Today go to sch just to attend one lesson after tat can home. Have java lecture frm 10 - 11am after the lecture ended went out with wl to tp to sell hp for cash. Walk ard at the tp after sell off the hp went home. Feel quite tired but I still went online. Having some fren problem again dunno y I jus dun like she/he and feel a bit angry with her/him. Haix I think I shldnt care abt it so much bcos it hardly find true fren nowsday and I hardly believe in fren unless they are trustworthy.
I knw tat I myself wasnt a smart person I quite stupid in fact and I alway so blur in everything I know tat I such a lousy person. I admit it. Tat y I nv want to me alive.
posted at [12:56 AM]
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